Life Force Energy is the conscious creator that is directed by mental preferences for the constant unfolding of creation.
Every person projects preferences in response to environmental stimuli. Preferences are launched consciously and unconsciously with every thought as long as we are having a life experience.
To believe otherwise is resistant to our own consciousness (which is also the creator of all things). The idea that we glorify anything by suppressing our natural desires is the reason for much conflict in the world, and is the result of religion or spirituality being learned as mental patterns and not understood from actual experience.
Allow yourself to be who you are, and be grateful that you have been given the power to create your reality in this moment.